WE ARE THE SAME !!

Everything in this earth depends on each other to survive,
why that we still can't understand each other??

The world is full of lies,
there are too many lies until people did not believe in the truth anymore.
They started to think that the truth they heard was a lie...

What is left in this world of lies?
A heart that is numb and cool,
lying loneliness in a place forgotten by people,
waiting for hope...

We always try to say that we are different,
in fact we are all the same...
Cling on hope and each other to survive...

Even we are bounded to hatred,
or even consume by pride,
the sun will not forget to shine everyday.

While old generation involved in conflic,
young generation put their face on the ground,
seeing the black ant foot print,
hoping that they can be like them working together...

Kids hold their face, the world is in spring if they smile.
Spring, Summer, Autumn, Winter, all these four special occasion,
all show different sky at night,
but all is belong the same sky...
Trying to show the world that:
One is all and all is one...
WE ARE THE SAME !!

Stoping A-While to Moving On~

What are we wish for?
For who sake that we work hard and hurt for?
The dream we have is like a floating emptiness,
I am tired and I wanted to close my eye.

I still have a long life time ahead of me,
but I still have many things that I haven't finished in the past.
I hope I can continue the thing I left in the past,
so that I can see my path more clearly.

I suppose to be chasing after my dream,
but why to i intent to stop now?
The dream is so far and I just only can see it.
Hoping...that...
I know someday I will find the thing I am chasing for.

Why didn't I hold on that something when I was young?
...and started to find it again now,
but cant find it...
the reason to be happy, and to be alive

I have always know that,
the closer we get to that something,
the harder for us to see the pain when we lost it.
And also the greater the pain we get.

Even we lost all our hope and dream,
the sun will not forget to shine.
The world is still moving on...
Just that we are stopping by ourself...

I try to push on,
stopping once in a while to look around,
so that the thing around remind me what I looking for...


By : Takama Raigin(a.k.a. : yin) 银天

Shatter~’Love’~'Care’ - Part 3

I always hope for a better future,

hoping that someday I will find my answer…

Putting in effort so that the future I hope will come one day,

but as I was doing my best in life,

I had forgotten that, future is always there,

and if you open your palm the future is in your hand.

Sometime I think I looked at the sky too much,

forgotten what is on the ground…

Maybe I should see clearly, trying to get it that,

we always wanted to fly… but…

We may not have the ability,

or even if we have, we doesn’t have to fly,

because we can always choose ‘not to fly’.

Day pass by, good day or bad day,

It really doesn’t matter,

because everyday in life is important, as experience to us.

Good day give us memory and reason to smile,

bad day give us knowledge and lesson of life…

I try to see this world in a different view,

Maybe not from the sky above me,

But from the ground where I standing…

To see, what different between people that live in this era,

and those who live before us…

To see, what we have gain all this time,

and what have we lost…

I will try to stand firm in this ground,

before I started to fly…

Just like flower, or grass that on the ground,

gazing at the sun, put its dream upon the wind…

and at last, still hoping…




By : Takama Raigin(a.k.a. : yin) 银天

Shatter~’Love’~'Care’~Part 2

Maybe I was too afraid to care…

because of a simple reason, a simple theory.

Just imagine a firecracker is exploding,

if it explode outside your hand,

you’ll just get burn.

But if it exploded when you are holding it inside your hand,

you will be hurt deeply and badly.

The more we care for other,

the more we will hurt each other.

Maybe it is better not to care at all…

Is to prevent taking the risk…

I walked the path people less walk by,

and it is full of thorn and grasses.

No one ever notice me all along…

I hold on what I believe tightly till today,

hoping that someone will take my hand and say to me :

‘Sometime it is good to let it go.’

Maybe it is not me that don’t understand the word ‘love’,

but for me that hate this world and myself so much,

just maybe is me that don’t deserve to be loved.

Sometimes I wonder,

what really matter to us that live in this sinful world?

No one ever told me that I am not alone…

If I had wings,

the wings will never drop a feather because there wasn’t any there.

The wings were form from nothing else but just bone.

A wings that can’t even fly…

I had saw backside of many people,

what they show is only ‘care’… about their own problems…

Ignoring that other people have theirs too.

But still, someone say to me that thing can change.

In the end,

I hope that we will all notice that,

the firecracker will exploded.

No matter it is inside or outside your hand,

it will still hurt…





By : Takama Raigin(a.k.a. : yin) 银天

Shatter~’Love’~'Care’ - Part 1

Wherever I go, whoever I meet,

they all show me only hatred and pain…

I was lost I couldn’t find my way

looking beyond the star everyday,

searching and believing…

that someday I will find the answer.

When looking at the sky at night,

I feel like the sky in the night seem not dark,

they looked so bright although there is no moon.

Because deep down inside my heart,

the darkness there is more darker than everthing…

Lying in a hole,

I though I’ll forever be here…

Always, always,

I though I am nothing,

all thing around us is unprecious and temporary,

we all just wait time to wilt and our life to end…

One person said to me that,

there is something to make my life brighter,

that is one thing in our life that called caring or love.

And it is for me to find out myself.

I have tried so many times,

but I still can’t accept it,

because is me who don’t know what is love or care, and

the society and environment is somehow not supporting.

Definitely not encouraging.

From what I saw,

from since to now I only saw pain,

I only know what is hatred…

The world we live in is full of selfishness,

Everyone care more about themselves than others.

Maybe it is better not to understand the word ‘care’ and ‘love’…

But, my heart is telling me to search what is ‘happiness’…




By : Takama Raigin(a.k.a. : yin) 银天

朋友的距离(part 5-END)

过了一段时间，我开始想起，在看着你要离去时，我所发觉的事情，

那就是我们小时候定下的约定。

我一直都以为你已经把它忘了，其实，是我。。。

我们小时候约定过，

不管未来变得怎样，不管我们选择什么道路，

我们会用我们的双手保护我们曾经在一起的天空。

每天朝着我们看着的太阳，用所有努力去追求我们各自的梦想。

你只是选了和我不同的道路。。。

我不知道自己的道路是否正确，可是我知道是我错了。

是我忘了我们小时候的约定 ，是我把我们相近的距离拉远。

因为我的失误，我将会复出代价。

那个代价就是。。。要一个人孤独在黑暗里，走完自己的人生。

过去的事情不能再回头，你也不再这个世界了。

在战斗过后，到底我们赢到了什么？

什么都没有。。。剩下的，也是空虚而已。。。

但是，我答应你，

我会抛弃所有的眼泪和迷惑，

向着光亮的未来伸出我的手，

因为我们曾经晒着一样的太阳，淋着一样的雨水，

你相信的未来，我会用我的双手去保护它。

保护我们在这个世界珍贵的东西，

直到我们的[心]，再次相近为此。。。




By : Takama Raigin(a.k.a. : yin) 银天

朋友的距离(part 4)

朋友，你相信命运吗？

经过漫长的时间，

不知道是好运还是坏运，

命运终于让我们再次相遇在一起。

我站在你面前，

我的心，我的力量，所期盼的，

就是不要再重复上一次一样的结局。

可能是我不想再被伤害，也不想一个人孤独在黑暗里。

可能因为心急，也可能因为害怕这是我最后一次遇见你，

所以这次，我话也不多说，

直接举起拳头，把它挥向你。。。

为了要扑救我们的未来。。。

交战的时候，我感觉那场战斗仿佛像上次一样，心中一样的痛。

不知道是时间把你变弱了，还是我变强了，

这次我终于能用自己的力量，把你从黑暗中救出来。

精彼力尽的我，对着躺在地上无力的你，问了一句：

‘对为了得到名利而投入黑暗的你，

当一无所有的我，还是朋友吗?‘

你沉默了一会儿，在你想说出答案时，

在你身上，发生了我最不想见到的事情。。。

在我脑海里，我开始察觉到一些事情，关于我们的事情。

我知道那件事情就是我们的答案，

可是，看见在死亡边沿的你，我很惊讶，也很慌张，

脑里已经把那件事情抛在脑后。

看着我，你很镇定的微笑着，然后紧紧握着我的手，说了：

‘其实。。。我从来没把你不当朋友看待， 只是。。。不想。。。’

还没把话说完，你就断气离开这个世界了。。。

我还是发呆紧紧握着你的手，头脑拼命想着要理解前几分钟发生的事情。

可是，可能是因为那个惊讶的打击，我头脑都想不出任何东西。

想不出。。。到底。。。我们之间的距离是多少。。。




By : Takama Raigin(a.k.a. : yin) 银天

朋友的距离(part 3)

你离去之后，我已经听不见鸟叫声了。

雨打在我身上，我也感觉不到了。

渐渐的，我的视线开始模糊了，

然后在我眼前剩下的，也只是黑暗一片。

当我从黑暗中醒来的时候，

雨也停了，但周围还是一样的宁静。

没有太阳，也没有了鸟叫声。

那个情形，就像我现在的心情一样。

你离去了之后，

我的身体每天都在颤抖，

不知道是不是因为心里的空虚而感到害怕，

还是害怕永远失去你这个朋友，

连我自己也不知道。

我站在人海中，觉得全世界只剩我一个人，

在这么多的人当中，

我感觉到自己很没有用，

不要说去帮助别人，

我连自己的好友，都不能将他从黑暗中救醒。

但我知道，我们的缘分还没完结，

我们还会在相遇，

那时，我会用所有的手段将我们的未来。。。做个了结。。。

也许我不能做到，也许我下不了手，

但在那个时刻来临之前。。。

让我们彼此继续保持着这样的距离吧。。。



By : Takama Raigin(a.k.a. : yin) 银天