The horizon I wanted to see is so far from me,
I only can draw out now the sky I wanted to view,
But doesn't know when can i going to see it~
Looking at the sky,
is not the sky i always draw'ed or wanted
It's so hard to breath and i can't even see any light.
Everything around me look like enemy,
even the light from the sun shine painfully toward my eye
I feel that i can't breath right,
it feel so pain inside my heart
it feel like i was in the depth of the sea
and have no idea how to float to the surface.
The rain falling down like it try to comfort me,
Star on the sky shine like they talking to me
THEY(the star) keep telling me:
STAR will always be STAR and ME is still ME,
stop putting my hope on them.
I always been thinking,
even a small existence as myself,
can't I have a small wish that come true?
A wish upon the star?
A wish to change the thing around me now,
a wish to make me step closer to my own existence.
I know life is just a simple thing,
they will fade away and be forgotten someday.
But isn't walking our life, trying to be strong,
is the way of life? A way to tell that we still living?
Destination is still far away,
and it look like I am just begin my step,
but as long as I keep walking,
I sure I can feel the warm of light at the end~
