Spirit~

I’ll stop running now
Not because I’m tired
Is because my heart is dead
And I can’t do anything

Don’t look at me like this
I’m not bravery like before
My spirit, is like the weather
And it’s cool and down

I am like an injure soldier
Don’t wish to stand up any more
Not like the person before
That last time battle for pride

Don’t care about me
Just put me aside
Don’t ever bother me
Or help me stand again

I am alone now
Sitting beside the window
Listen to the wind and star
And hope they take me home

The day start to snow now
The wind I listen brought the snow toward me
Together with the memories
That I forgotten long ago

When I was a kid
My parent used to say
No matter what happen
We shall live the spirit inside us

Now I started to realize
For what I have been fighting
It’s not for frame and wealth
Is the freedom that goes with pride

Kono Sekai wa… This World…

In this world, the world I live,
What is important here?
Day pass by like nothing is important.
Watching every stone, rock and tree pass by when I’m in the train,
Just like those days that pass by in my memory,
Real, yet obscure.

Traffic light, turn red, green, and …… red again.
Some cars pass by but some did not,
Just like those obstacles in our life.
In this hectic world, we try hard every day to climb up.
To climb as highest as we can.
We climb or fall forever in the darkness.
At here, this world, people step on other to achieve their goals faster.
Nobody care about those who had fallen…
Those fallen one will be forgotten by time and,
Their existence will be erased by space.

They said human afraid of death the most.
But to me, I am afraid of losses.
Lost of family, friend, and more important……our bonds.
If there is a need for me to explain how is human relationship,
I would say that it is like porcupine.
The closer they get together, the deeper will they hurt each other.
But still, they still want to be together.
Because we have to choose to be together,
Knowing the consequences and the price we will have to pay.
To make sure that there is a future……for everyone…