>>>The 1st Step to Change<<<

The landscape is dark covering with black and heavy cloud,
I started to headed toward my unseen destination.
I wonder someday,
will I keep traveling when I was lost?
Even with this tiny wings of mine,
will I able to walk upon the cloud above?
I try put everything infront,
I end up hurting myself.
Feeling empty inside my heart
and the sky started to rain,
the every rain drop,
hitting on me like needle in my heart...

The things that I have done,
it cannot be erase easily...
It is just like wiping water from a glass in the rain,
no matter how many time you wipe,
how hard you try,
the rain will still put another few drops of water on the glass
and it will never end...

I hope that i will try to change,
even that it is just abit.
I also know that is hard to change,
but what make me change is my heart,
and what make it hard to change is my soul.

I don't know how to be a perfect person,
AH~ GOMEN NE~ (AH~ I AM SORRY~)
I keep saying that,
to cover my imperfection...

I hate everything,
so dun give me everything
.
I am fine remain what i have and who i am now.
Stop pushing other non-sense inside of me.

I show up my hand and try to reach toward the star,
it's too far and I can't even touch it.
It make me realize tat something in this world cannot be achieve.
But it wouldn't stopping me from changing.

I may not know what my future hold after that,
but remain unchange is not an option.
We have to advance even it is still hurt.
That what make us [A PERSON]