Still' Asking and Still' Going

In this world,
I try standing alone.
It not that like I want to show the face for other to pity me,
but it's not like I can do everything,
I have to been through this 'life' of mine by myself.
even if I work hard,
even if I try everything,
I wonder who knows it?

In this rotten world,
I just dunno what to do.
I keep asking:
"How do I face this reality?"

Staring out of the window,
I'm looking at nothing.
Still wondering what the purpose of life, and
I've always know that life is hard;
I realize my screaming pain,
crying out loud in my heart,
but I still move on with the pain...

The crying cloud, is like word in my chest.
Sun and moon did not sided with me,
but the cold wind of night chill my heart.
Sometimes I wonder,
Izit OK to smile for myself?

I've tired so hard, staying at the borderline of limit.
Starting to forgotten,
what the one thing I dun wan to let go ~
will I be able to stand on top of other people,
or kissed defeat in other people feet?

No ones know the answer to the future,
as future is always change time to time by own act.
Till I reach the 'step' in the future,
What I can do is keep on going while asking...