*~Colour of my own~*

I still have a long way ahead of me... right?
Why can't I paint the way with my own colours?

I have always alone chasing dream that will never reach...
Weather I will have tomorrow or not it doesn't matter;
Weather the sky above me is dark or blue is still the same on ground.

I understand what I look in the eye of other people is important,
even I can't be me !!
Stop lying infront of me, it only hurt us more.
Show each of ourself what is laying inside our heart.
But who really know the feeling inside my heart now?
My heart is shouting out loud.
Can u hear it?

I am running in this whining road bearing my pain;
and I don't even have place to return to~
All the kindness others showed to me,
I appreciate it.
That is why I want to be strong !!
And I am still on my way.

If I still have a long life infront of me to change thing,
this pain is nothing...
But I still can't stop wondering,
"will I be able to change ?"